Not again. : (I do not think I really ever on the inside so it hurts. Something tells me that this

Not again. : (I do not think I really ever on the inside so it hurts. Something tells me that this time's not parakatega it. And this miracle, after all. Again seriously. utb I screwed up again. And again and again and again., I tried to know, but still on the wrong side ? It was not really planned. utb Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. suck Dead Ends. really I mean. They do. yet not go forward, and really can not get back in, and if indeed could then reach out again somewhere in the wrong place, because this place which way did it go .. I actually think I was aiming for it. This door was closed. And it will not be opened again. everything And just 'cause I managed to screw up. And the best thing is that I do not even know how. I Told you. Shootmeohplease, please please please do. I beg you.: (